31 August 2003 - Summer's Death
Well,
it looks like it's all over. Real quick update...Past
few nights, got FRRRRUCKED UP!! I'm still feelin
it now, since I even drank Coronas today. 71st
had a hot festival today...Six Flags tomorrow.
I hope my stomach is ready for tomorrow, cause
it's unsettled right now. hahaha I don't remember
much about what's been happenin before Friday.
Chris and I are on track to bein mad tight again
and mad props to the Paulo for coppin tickets
for tomorrow. Big update sometime later this week.

Posted @ 6:18 PM
26 August 2003 - Month of the Munny!
One
more pic before I leave...

Posted @ 8:00 PM
Honduran
and I tortured the hell out of her today...peep
it.





Posted @ 6:29 PM
25 August 2003 - GREAT NIGHT!!!
What
the fuck! I wake up and come to my fuckin computer
and ONCE AGAIN I have fuckin gray lines on my
monitor!!! I think I've come to a conclusion.
EVERYTHING HATES ME!!!!!!!!!!
Nah, just playin. I really think that the problem
is due to overheating inside my comp, since my
monitor tends to act up on hot days (starts changing
colors sometimes, slowly turning green) and I
noticed when the weather started cooling down,
that's when the monitor became back to normal.
I still haven't decided whether it really is a
monitor problem or my video card. Whatever. I'll
eventually rip my system apart and start throwing
in new shit. Aight, now onto what I did yesterday.
Christian calls me up at like 5 tellin me to get
dressed so I can go with him and Brian to Chinatown.
I get ready and wash the gel outta my hair from
the night before (went out with the fam) since
I wasn't gonna have time to shower...actually,
that's just an excuse. I didn't think it was necessary.
=) While I was in the bathroom, I decided to start
takin some pictures of myself. The whole time,
I'm on the phone with Chels, if you can tell by
lookin around or under my ear...I have my earpiece
on. Instead of putting my traditional "anti-frizz"
gel, I decide to use only hairspray for my hair...It
worked wonders!! I actually kept the wet look
all night. My mom gives me money and my sister
gives me her unlimited metro and we head out.
Paulo called me before I left, sayin he'll come
down since it's a "Generals outing."
We wait for Paulo to come around and go to the
train station. We take the E which was running
the F track to Broadway and Lafayette. It's only
a few blocks from Chinktown. Over there, Paulo
gets noodles and Chris gets a bunch of dumplings.
After that, I go and get lo mein, Chris buys fried
rice and Paulo buys fried chicken. We head to
a little juice bar place that's on Mott Street.
Holy shit! That place has chill spot written all
over it. The drinks are deeeelicious and everything
is real, real cheap. I ordered a honey-dew melon
shake, Paulo got some pink shit, Chris got this
real nice tasting thing called Golden something
and Brian got some yucky lookin thing. My shake
tasted real fuckin nice and it's only $2.95 for
a good amount of it!! We also got pineapple cookies
and some skewered chicken strips. That was good
shit. Afterwards, we walk around for a bit and
decide to head back...it turns out that Little
Italy was havin some dumbass street fair or something,
cause there was a ton of commotion over there
and all these lights and shit. We head over there
and walk around. We look around and Chris buys
some bootlegs and shit. lol He also buys some
other things, like a sign that says "Parking
for Filipinos only" and a hot poster that
says "Periodic Table of Mixology." I'm
sure people have seen this before. It's a periodic
table that tells you how to make all sorts of
mixed drinks. We agreed that we're gonna start
makin those drinks ASAP. =) I suggested that we
write all the numbers on pieces of paper, throw
em in a hat or something and someone picks it
out. Whatever number they pull out, that's the
drink we're gonna focus on making that entire
night and everyone will end up drinkin. It should
be fun. After all of that, we head to the train
station and get on. We head back over here and
Chris tells Paulo that he's gonna get him high
and that him and I should go to the store and
get drinks, on him. He gives me $20 and tells
me to call when we get to the store. Paulo and
I go to the store and get a 6 pack of Tequizas,
4 Crazy Horses (which we got hooked up with...4
for $4), a big Corona, and 2 bags of sour cream
and onion Ruffles. Paulo picks his girl up afterwards
and we head back to the crib. Chris, Paulo, his
girl, and Josette from down the block smoke up
outside and get blasted. Josette was probably
the worse one, cause she was really talkin out
her ass, hearin shit that no ones saying. hahaha
We go back inside when they're done and start
the drinkathon. I give Chris the cup and we do
it his style, everyone taking shots in a circle.
I didn't think there would be enough for all of
us to even get tipsy. Damn, I was WRONG.
I drank the Tequiza shots like soda, cause I really
was thirsty when I was handed a shot. When we
go to the Crazy Horse though...that's when it
really started to hit us. Paulo and his girl quit,
cause they wanted to bone...at least that's my
theory. haha Chris got kind of mad that he paid
for those drinks and Paulo didn't even wanna drink
anymore. He took it as disrespect. So the circle
became only Brian, Chris and myself. I got BLASTED
off the Crazy Horse and Corona. I felt real good
after that. I got hungry real fast after that
though. Paulo and his girl had left by then, cause
like I said, they probably wanted to bone. Some
tension went on between them before they left...all
I know is that the Bronx was mentioned and Paulo
was about to break out. After they left, Chris
made us DiGiorno pizza. Damn that shit tasted
good!!! The three of us sat outside on the porch
afterwards and talked about shit. I took a piss
on the pine tree and sat back down...naseous time.
haha I started seein things movin slowly. I told
Chris and Brian that I was gonna go inside before
I start feelin sick from sittin down. If James
sits still drunk, my head starts spinnin. Brian
breaks out and takes the train home and I thank
Chris for the free drinks and go upstairs. He
wanted me to go to the Aquarium in Coney Island
with him today at 10 in the morn...I told him
I was gonna be out cold by then. I ended up wakin
up at like 1pm today, gimme a break. lol I came
upstairs and called Chels. She was still at work
and it was already like 3:45am or something. She
called me later on when she got out. I told her
what I did the entire day and she did the same.
As it turns out, it has now been exactly 5 months
to the day since we started talkin to/saw each
other again. I spent the rest of the night talkin
to her as she slowly started getting tired and
the both of us eventually fell asleep on the phone
together. I was exhausted even though I was forcing
myself to stay awake, but I always want you to
know I'm there with you, in one way or another,
babes. And that's the end of the great night.
Now, here's a few more pics from these past few
days...not gonna describe em.





Posted @ 2:50 PM
Ok,
I'm pretty effin drunk right now, so I just wanna
type that I love Chelsea and I took a bunch of
pics of myself today and what we did today and
I just wanna post up a pic of how I looked today
for my baby. I really think this is probably my
best pic yet.

Posted @ 3:55 AM
23 August 2003 - Coming to an End...
I
think you'll all agree with me that this summer
just blew right by. It truly felt short but personally,
I thought it was one of more memorable summers
of my life. I feel that I should just sum it up
in this post, since I already planned to make
this post a VERY long post. First
off, Chels and I fell in love with each other
again. The contraversy of this is pretty much
nonexistant by now, seeing as how everyone has
come to accept it. We spent a lot of this summer
seeing each other, sometimes 2 or 3 days and nights
entirely, sleeping in each other's beds. Even
though I was pretty broke a lot of this summer,
it didn't keep her from spending a lot of time
with me. I make an effort to pay for things whenever
I have the chance though. It really feels great
to be able to tell someone you love them all the
time and even though I hate worrying for people,
I love the fact that I actually care about someone
that much again. Right when I was about to start
running around having meaningless sex!!! hahaha
In reality though, I'm happier than I've been
in a long time and her happiness is what means
the most to me. Moving along...we all got to see
Cookie again after his long absence from being
upstate. It was cool chillin with him like the
old days, but a lot of shit has changed since
like last year. He doesn't seem to wanna accept
it and it caused tension amongst him, Paulo and
myself. We know that he only had 2 weeks to chill
with us and out of those 2 weeks, I spent more
time I did with him than probably anyone else.
I mean that in a personal sense. Even Chelsea
agreed that I didn't see her much at all during
the time he came down. He eventually left Queens
without sayin peace out to anyone, from the last
I heard. The last day he hung out, he chilled
with Chris, Brian, Chad and Luban. I would've
hung out too, but according to the Doc, he didn't
want Paulo's or my presence around. I think that's
reason enough to not talk to a person. Sorry,
Kelly. The day before we picked Cookie up, on
July 4th, Chris and I became cool again finally,
after like 4 months of not being friends, and
since then, we've spent some time together. Not
as much as we used to back in the day, but it's
all good. He's still my nigga, though. Paulo and
I became much cooler with each other in these
past few months. We've spent a lot of time bullshittin
and finding stuff to do. The drinking cut down
ever since the incident that took place on Spring
Break. Everyone remembers when we'd drink the
hard shit, be it 99 Apples/Bananas, Malibu, Bacardi
Limon, Hypnotiq, whatever. Well, that doesn't
happen anymore. Christian couldn't have said it
better himself..."Whatever happened to the
days where we'd drink until we puked?" Whenever
we drink now, it's only a couple of special brews,
Heinekens, Sparks, Coronas...simple bodega shits.
I know the last time I drank any hard shit with
friends was the time that we drank 99 and Hypnotiq
at Honduran's...I remember puking a little bit
when I got back to Honduran's house after taking
a car ride with Paulo to 7-11. Motion sickness.
=) I wouldn't have puked had I just stayed at
the crib. Honduran left to California at the beginning
of this month, so this summer is lacking him and
his crib. Last year, I remember we'd wild out
in his crib, drinkin like every night or every
other night. Everyone doesn't come together to
hang out like we used to anymore. When Honduran
comes back though, we DEFINITELY need to have
the entire group together again and drink our
asses off. It really has been a while. Josh and
Michelle have disappeared, but that's really my
fault since I don't really call them. June was
the last time I chilled with them, when we went
to Astoria pool. I missed the Colombian festival
this year, yet again. Everyone this year has been
gettin caught by the law in some way or another.
Paulo, his girl, Chels and I got caught "trespassing"
at a beach in Nassau and I also had beer with
me, so we had to go to court for it two days ago.
The three of them were fined $35, while I was
fined $85, since I had two charges against me.
I got to chill a few times with PUTA PAPI this
summer, but it's not just over yet. I know he
still wants to chill before school starts up.
Erika called me again, for the first time since
like November. She tried talkin all cool with
me, wanting to clear shit up from the beginning
of this year when it all ended between us. Nevertheless,
James turned on ASSHOLE MODE
and I started gettin mad cause she was bringing
up pointless bullshit and she kept tryin to make
herself look like the "victim" of how
we stopped talkin. She eventually just hung up
on me, makin me mad as fuckin hell. Stupid ass
bitch. lol She was some great pussy, but as a
person, she needs a lot of fuckin work. My sister
ended up meeting some guy who lives across the
street that she's into and is probably her boyfriend,
but she just doesn't wanna admit it so that my
parents don't hassle her about it. That's my take
on it. The guy's mad tall and he's polish. That's
all I really know. Oh, and my sister is a cradle
robber, cause he's like 3 years younger than she
is. hahaha Ok, now onto recent shit. Last week,
Chels came after work and got me out of my house
after I had some stupid ass fight with my family.
Just bein with her cheered me up. I slept over
that night and I waited for her at her job the
next day so she could take me home. Whatever happened
on Monday is a blur to me. Tuesday, I got a haircut
and Chels came down at night and we hung out for
a bit with Paulo, his chick and Brian. We hung
around until almost 2am, finally leaving back
to her house. We watch tv, get it on, and go to
sleep. haha Next day, she truly kicks me in the
balls and makes me wait for her at her job from
5pm to 11:30pm. RARRRRR I didn't even have my
mp3 player. She gets out angry and tired, so we
decide that I should just sleep over at her house
and we'd leave early in the morning for court.
We leave her house at like 6 in the morning, reaching
my house almost at 8 or so. Like 10 minutes after
getting in my house, Paulo calls saying he's downstairs
at Christian's. I have a stupid ass arguement
with my family, I change, and just rush downstairs.
We get directions to the court, go over there,
and wait for all of us to get called up. The fines
were already mentioned previously. After court,
we all decide to go back to my house. Fat Mike
starts callin Chels. She argues with him and I
decide to start takin pics of Chels with the digicam,
dubbing the pics shit like "Chelsea aggravated"
"Chelsea angry" and shit. When we get
to the house, Paulo takes her phone and starts
talkin shit to Mike. I drag Chels upstairs with
me and SHOWER ACTION ensues!!!!!!! YEAH BABY!!
When we get outta the shower, we go in my room
to make fireworks and then the phone rings. Why,
it's none other than the Cockblock Corporation!!!
Paulo, being a funny man, starts tellin us to
go downstairs and stop boning. I hang up and turn
the ringer off on the phone. hahaha We go downstairs
eventually after I changed into swimming trunks
and gave Paulo my new red ones. We headed out
to Smith Point...which is the beach around Paulo's
way...so Chels had to drive way, WAAAAAAAAAY out
there. She had an appointment to get to, but she
decided to call her doc and say she couldn't make
it...I love you a lot for that, babes. I really
didn't want her to leave, especially since I knew
it would be real nice to just relax over there
since I love that beach. We go to eat at Taco
Bell around Paulo's way and we call his house
to see who was home. Only Pat and Jojo were there,
so we ask Jojo to go to the beach with us. He
tells us that he's gonna bring his girl along.
We go to the Paulo's house and they get towels
and shit for goin to the beach. I take back my
DDRMAX and The Sims for PS2 along with it. We
finally leave and pick Jojo's girl up...WHY!?!
Jojo, you talk so much about how you need a silver
dollar, how it's so hard to find a Jojo material
girl...SHE WASN'T JOJO MATERIAL!! I mean, yeah,
she's nice...but looks wise??? At least she gives
you money from what you told me. haha At the beach,
we all jump in, minus Chels since she didn't come
prepared. After taking a dip, we go back out so
we don't leave Chels there all alone. We sit around
and talk for a while, just bullshittin and what
not. It was nice and cold over there. I wanted
to pounce on Chels right there on the beach, but
it wouldn't be possible. haha We finally leave
and decide to just head straight back to Queens.
Chels drops me home and heads home finally, after
hours and hours of driving around. I knocked out
after she got home. And this leads into last night.
Last night was cool, I got in touch with Brian
after gettin paid by my mom since I helped her
move shit into the garage and tell him "Drink
on me tonight." Sushi drove Brian, Chad and
Luis to my house with the quickness. lmao After
they got here, Paulo calls and says that he'll
be on his way. Chels was gonna go hang out with
2 of her friends from Woodside with the stupid
bitch. She said she was gonna pass by afterwards
to see me, if I got along with Whitney. I told
her that I was gonna go drink with everyone and
that I wasn't gonna call her drunk. She told me
to call her anyways, just so she knows I'm ok.
This lead to some stupid crap. In any case, we
all leave and drive around. Paulo calls us when
we're around Mike and Pete's to say that he's
in front of Brian's. We go to Brian's and Paulo
hops in Sushi's van. We go to the corner store
and grab 3 24's of Corona, 2 Heineken kegs, 2
special brews and a 6 pack of Tequiza's...plus
I had the Bacardi O3 that Jojo gave me the day
before. Needless to say, The Paulo and I KILT
DAT SHIT. We drank the Tequiza's first,
real quick. We opened our Coronas and drank them
shits in no time. We opened the 3rd Corona and
split it. Sushi gave us his St. Ides, so we killed
that. I mixed the bacardi into the Tequiza and
drank the rest of the bacardi straight up. Paulo
and I were real nice after that. We ended up all
jumpin back in the van when all the drinks were
done to go get some more. We get to 7-11, and
Paulo starts gettin rowdy. I tell Sushi to get
me a Sparks, since I had just paid for him. He
gets me my Sparks and I drink it down. Just so
Paulo can calm down, they go in and get another
Sparks. Drank that shit too. Needless to say,
I was pretty messed up, mixing all that shit in
my stomach and all I ate before I left was a piece
of chicken. hahaha I call Chels and she gets pissed
at me cause I'm talkin out of my ass, the entire
reason as to why I didn't wanna call drunk. She
tells me around 2am that she's gonna leave soon.
5:50am, I'm already in bed sleepin and she's callin
me sayin that she's done hangin out. I wake up
at like 9 and call her and I cause a retarded
arguement cause I got annoyed like hell at the
fact that I felt my most hated emotion...and if
you know James, the one word he'd use to describe
himself. DISAPPOINTED. There
are just some things I can't control and that
feeling is one of them. I've been disappointed
a lot in life and no matter what, it's gonna keep
on happening in one form or another. And I blame
myself mainly, because I should really be able
to handle it better and that's what makes me angry.
It's not the fact that she told me she'd come
see me and didn't, it's the fact that I let myself
make a big deal about it and got my own hopes
up. Well, that's life. I'll get over it eventually.
I'm gonna go out with my fam tonight, so don't
expect me home anytime soon. I leave you people
with a really nice picture of my baby. I think
this was taken on the way back from court.

Posted @ x:xx
19 August 2003 - FTP IS UP
Yes,
I know...once again. Now get downloading. MANY
more Midnight Club 2 tracks available.
Posted
@ 6:20 PM
15 August 2003 - Blacked The FUCK OUT
Alrighty,
unless you live in a fucking hole in the center
of the damn earth, then you should all know the
northeast got hit by this fuckin supreme blackout.
I finally got power back at 5:15pm today and the
shit started yesterday at like 4:20, according
to Chels...which means I had to endure over 24
hours of caveman-ish fun!! Brian, Chad, lil Luban
and I walked all around yesterday, checkin out
what kind of shit is being caused by this black
out a la September 11th. People were all outside
their houses, strangers were talkin to other strangers,
and just tons of people hanging out and shit.
It was amazing to see Queens Blvd. pitch black,
the only light coming from cars driving down.
My block was extra creepy though. It was real,
real dark and the only form of light that helped
Christian and I see on the way back from Brian's
house was the moon. We went to 7-11 first, which
amazingly, was closed...and then took a long scenic
route to 71st, ending up on Yellowstone Blvd.
We took a break there...these two stupid girls
come up to us and this chink bitch asks me "Umm...we're
looking for pot." hahahaha Fuckin youngins
too. We leave 71st when it's pretty much almost
totally dark and make our way back to the house.
We meet up with Christian and hang out on the
porch for a bit. I go upstairs to say hi to my
family and eat dinner. After all of that, Chris
and I walk the other 3 home. We get to Brian's
house and his family was barbequing. Mad people
had bbqs yesterday, since the weather was pretty
hot and it was a smart way to get rid of their
quickly defrosting meat. Chris and I got home
at around 1:30-1:45 in the morning. Surprisingly,
we didn't see any crimes going on. hahaha In any
case, this blackout had it's good and bad points.
Good points, I've never seen New York like this
ever before in my life...and I'm at an age where
I was able to enjoy it on many levels. It felt
almost the same as when all of us went out and
walked around on September 11th, except that there
were absolutely no lights on. We were experiencing
the ultimate surround sound, hearing sirens and
cars in every single direction. And for Chris,
best of all...he walked down the streets smoking
weed like he's above the law. lmao We wished we
had 40s to drink. Bad points, I didn't get to
see any bad things actually happen and of all
places I wanted to see without light, it would
have to be Times Square. The boredom of not being
able to watch tv, play games or fool around on
the comp was horrible. My cell phone had died,
so there was no way of gettin in touch with people
if I went out today. Of course, the fridge and
freezer were assed out. All in all, it was a memorable
two days and it would be great to have another
day like this, even though it's not really a good
thing at all. lol Oh, and major bad point....ONCE
AGAIN, THE FUCKING FTP GETS SCREWED. Which means
that I have to reupload my fuckin download pages
with their new FTP addresses. So much for stability!!
I'm glad Honduran wasn't around for this. He also
wins the "Retard of the Month Award."
Brian and everyone else already know why.
Posted
@ 5:45 PM
14 August 2003 - MORE EXCLUSIVE SHIT!
Finally
got some uploading done, although not much. Check
out the Downloads section, people.
I threw in a bunch of new downloads including
the brand spanking new I NEED A GIRL PART
3 f. Donnell Jones!!! And a new JiZameZ'
Mix was upped too. Download it now! I
started ripping tracks from Wipeout Fusion
after I was done ripping the Midnight Club 2 tracks.
That's good shit, of course! I got slightly lazy
with my site yesterday, since I decided to check
up on the Mugen scene...lots of new stuff came
out for it. I think that's all that's worth mentioning
for now. Last thing though...THE GRAY LINES ON
MY MONITOR ARE GONE!!! I don't know how it happened,
myself, but I'm glad as fuck that they're not
around anymore!!
Posted
@1:11 PM
12 August 2003 - FrUcK Mask!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okey
dokey, since I put a lot of work into the site
yesterday, I figured I'd take a slight break today
on it...HOWEVER. I decided to start focusing on
the FTP again. I completed ripping all the music
from Los Angeles and Paris in Midnight Club 2,
so all that's left is Tokyo. I ripped about 4
or 5 Tokyo tracks too. I'll be uploading all the
tracks tonight, so all you people can start gettin
your download on by tomorrow...and I also have
an extra little treat for everyone. Well, for
the people who like techno shit. =)
Posted
@ 6:30 PM
HOLY
SHIT!!! I decided to look for the "FrUcK
Mask" a little while ago and Chelsea suggested
that I look in my closet...so I did. And there
it was, right inside!!! ahahaha Time to get drunk
and walk around with the fuckin thing again. That's
what the fuck I'm talkin about. MUAHAHAHAHAHA
PICTURE
REMOVED DUE TO AMOUNT OF PEOPLE SCARED
Posted @ 12:30 AM
11 August 2003 - Happy Dayz
Finally,
after many months, another section gets completed.
It's not exactly complete in the sense that everything
in that section is done, but the layout for the
page itself and at least one part of it has been
finished, so check it out. I'm gonna update Happy
Dayz starting from recent pictures and go back
in time from there. And now the news. Honduran
left to the WEST SIIIIIIIIDE today. He's now in
Cali, livin it up with the mexican animals. He
won't be back until September. Last night, Chad
came upstairs and sat on my bed at around 6pm,
waking me up since I stayed up pretty late with
Chelsea the night before. I asked him what the
hell he was doing here and it turned out that
Christian was outside having a barbeque. I put
my clothes on and we went downstairs. Brian and
Ivy (I met her 3 years ago and bumped into her
a few times with Chris and Jojo in the past) were
there waiting for the food to start gettin cooked
up. It turns out Ivy is Christian's "physical"
girlfriend. We talk about shit and wait for Paulo
to get to the house so we can get some beer. When
Paulo arrives, Chris, Ivy and Chad give him money
to go get Coronas from Rite Aid. They come back
with 2 boxes of 12 Coronas. Chris puts ice and
some lemon in a big pitcher and pours a bunch
of coronas in it. By this time, we already ate
a burger and some steak. We start drinkin Christian's
way, pouring some in a cup, takin it down in one
shot, refill, and pass it to the next person.
We ended up finishing all the coronas between
the 6 of us. Chris, Ivy and Paulo get high as
hell, since Chris had like 3 blunts rolled up,
but from what I saw, they only smoked probably
like 1 or 2 of em. We eventually go back in the
house and I go upstairs and come back with the
PS2. We plug it in and start playin Midnight Club
2. This was Christian's first time seeing and
playin the game. He thought it was hot. We play
that for some time and then pop in the Genesis
emulator. Chad and Brian play Streets of Rage
2 and die before getting to Shiva, the sub-boss
that handed our asses to us when Brian and I played
at Hondurans. I played part 1 with Brian after
that...we died at stage 6. lol NES gets popped
in afterwards and Brian and Chris play Tetris.
During this entire time, Paulo is knocked the
fuck out from the weed he smoked and the beer
he drank. Chris had already drove Ivy home. At
around 3:30, Paulo comes to and gets up, gives
us pounds and leaves. lol He called me today and
told me that he had one of those moments where
he just remembers getting in his car and next
thing he knows, he's parking in his driveway.
lmao I've had many moments like that, where I
get so unbelievably drunk that I get home not
even remembering how I got there or actually just
having my eyes closed almost the entire way. Around
4am, we all start sayin we're gonna break out.
I grab the PS2 and the rest of the stuff and come
upstairs...I forgot to take my Hawaii sandals
and the swiss cheese I took downstairs. I went
to sleep late, around 6am or something. I woke
up at like 11:30 and ever since, I've been workin
on my site. I've mainly been tweaking a lot of
little things, fixing typos and just fixing broken
links. I talked to an ANGRY Luban online. LMAO
Don't know what his problem is, but I bet it has
something to do with some belief in "Bros
b4 hoes." Ok, let's get this straight. We're
not fuckin teenagers anymore and if you actually
fall for someone and end up in a relationship,
you'll have to focus on that amongst your everyday
life...which by the way has changed regardless.
All the people that used to chill back during
like March, April...we all don't chill like we
used to. Everyone's busy in one way or another,
some less than others of course. However, most
of us still find the time to hang out together
in one form or another, be it drinking on a Friday
night or just seein someone for lunch. I quote
The Paulo..."Life is great right now."
I'll cut this short for now. Even though this
was still a slightly long entry.
Posted
@ 11:24 PM
10 August 2003 - BACK IN ACTION!
First
off, HUGE thanks to Chad boy for hooking me up
with the mouse I so desperately needed. I'm definitely
gonna take full advantage of it. Now onto what's
happened this past week. Monday, I went to Chinatown
with Honduras and that shit was crazy, meng!!
It was pouring like a motherfucker in Manhattan,
but it was dry as a bone in Queens when we got
in the subway. We waited for a good 45 minutes
or so, hoping the rain would die down cause it
was seriously comin down hard as fuck. I also
heard the loudest fuckin thunder ever in my life.
I'm talkin about it left the floor shaking and
it was that kind that sounds like the sky cracked.
The thunder would last for like 30 seconds too.
When it started to die down, Honduran and I decide
to make a run for it to the arcade. The sidewalks
were submerged in water, since the roadwork on
Canal is horrible. Our only option was to run
DOWN Canal street. So while cars are behind us
honkin like maniacs, we're runnin down tryin to
not get hit. In the process of all this, Chels
calls me and I'm cracking up since there couldn't
have been a more appropriate time for her to call
me. hahaha We run to Mott Street and get to the
arcade. It felt mad good in there, since the A/C
is real cold and it was mad humid outside. The
arcade already fuckin has SNK Vs. Capcom Chaos!
We watched that shit and we were in awe. We saw
people pick Evil Ken, Zero from Megaman, the alien
from Metal Slug, and just a lot of crazy shit.
We didn't play it though. We of course played
DDR Extreme though. We stuck around at the arcades
until around 7 or 8 and got back home around 9.
Honduran wanted me to go over with DDRMAX but
once you get home and take your shoes off, you
usually don't wanna head back out. I spent the
rest of the night at home. Tuesday, I spent all
day at home, just playin video games and what
not. Chels and I talk about meeting halfway so
I can stay over at her house for the night. Throughout
most of the day, I considered whether or not I
should head out to the Bronx...At the very last
minute, I decide to get ready and call Chels at
her job and tell her I'm comin. I go to 175th
street or whatever and wait for her for like almost
an hour. She picks me up, we go to McDonalds and
then to her house. I'm getting used to jumping
through her window now. haha Rated X stuff occurs
and we wake up in the morning. She has to go to
work, so I once again, wait in Palisades mall
for her. I spent all of it listening to my mp3
player while sitting in front of her store. When
she got out, we went to Chili's, which I've never
been to before. OMG, the pasta that Chels ordered
was fuckin good!!!! I ordered a burger, but it
absolutely didn't compare to what she ordered.
haha I likes! I ordered an Electric Lemonade too,
but it tasted like they didn't put any alcohol.
Whatever. We walk around the mall for a bit and
debate what we wanna do. I go with Chels to return
her messed up earpiece and she gets a new one
in exchange. I convince her into sneaking me back
into her house in the afternoon. =) She makes
me hide behind bushes by her window, where I decide
to relieve myself. hahaha She opens the window
when no one's around outside and I jump in, of
course. We went to sleep since we didn't get much
sleep the night before. We woke up around 10pm
and she went and got more McDonalds. We watched
Blind Date and 5th Wheel...and eventually she
fell asleep. I wasn't too tired, but I managed
to get an hour or two of sleep. In the morning,
we wake up and she has to go to work again...this
time, my mp3 player was dead so I couldn't stop
complaining about the agony of havin to wait for
her to get out of work again. haha At least she
gave me her cell phone to bother people. Brian
and I had a long talk on the phone about all kinds
of shit. I called Honduran afterwards and told
him what's been goin on. Chels finally gets out
of work at 2pm and we leave immediately. We head
back to Queens and I ask her to hang out for a
little bit before goin back home. We get to my
house and watch tv while Honduran gets ready to
go with us to Chinatown. He finally shows up and
Chels lets him drive us over there. We go to the
arcade and play DDR Extreme a few times and then
leave. lol We only stayed there for about an hour.
When we left, it was raining a lot AND it was
kinda cold. We get to the car and Honduran drives
us back too. He drops himself off and Chelsea
takes over and drops me home. End of that night.
lol Friday, Honduran and the one, the only, PUTA
PAPI come over to my crib in the early
afternoon and chill over here. We ate pizza, took
mad pictures, played mugen, Midnight Club 2, and
shit like that. When my mom came home, she gave
me $20 to take those two kids out to eat. We go
outside and go to Subway, where I get myself that
Chipotle steak and cheese sandwich. Good shit!
Honduran gets the chicken pizzaiola and Keefers
gets the cold cut trio. We went to Wendy's after
that to get Keith a bacon cheeseburger. After
that, we went to get my dad's birthday present...Johnny
Walker Red Label. ahaha He loved that
present. Keith asks us to walk him home, which
is my old crib. We walk over to Richmond Hill
and Keith shows us where he chills at and shit.
It's been mad long since I been to my old hood
like that. Everything still looks disgusting and
ghetto as fuckin hell. Honduran was surprised
that I lived in that kind of hood. haha Like I
said "Crazy how I was raised around here
but still turned out normal." When we finally
get to the house, my uncle is there and I say
what's up to him. Keith goes upstairs to check
on his pit bull puppies...they're both dead. They
keep em in a cooler so that they don't run around
crazy, but what happened was his sister closed
the lid or something and that caused the poor
things to suffocate. My uncle was askin Honduran
and I if we wanted a drop home. I told him that
is was ok, that we'd walk. Honduran was lazy though
and told me he wanted a drop. So I told my uncle
to drop us home and he did. He's the man. We get
back to the crib and come upstairs and plan what
to do that night. Honduran gives us the ok to
go to his crib. We go over there with the PS2
and the dance mat and shit and we start playin.
Brian and Chad eventually show up followed by
Paulo and Nikki. Paulo starts sayin that he wants
to get drinks. We go to 7-11 and buy 2 Sparks,
2 big Coronas, and 3 Heineken kegs. Paulo and
Nikki get food also. We go back and drink up.
We pop in the Genesis emulator and Brian and I
start playin Streets of Rage 2, just so he can
see if he can get farther than Chels when her
and I played. We got up to the last boss and got
our asses handed to us. So close!! It's all good
though. =) Paulo and Nikki bounced early. When
we finally all left, I went home with a dead cell
phone, courtesy of Chels...hahaha We spoke on
the phone some more that night, and if I recall,
she almost fell asleep on the phone until I told
her her phone was dying...and she unconsiously
hangs the phone up. lmao Yesterday, it was my
dad's birthday. HAPPY B-DAY, POPS!!
I gave him his present early in the morning. He
was happy as hell with it, obviously. I spent
the whole day at home, just playin Midnight Club
2 and drinkin with my dad. Family friends came
and my uncle came upstairs. My mom had bought
a box of Coronas yesterday also and they kept
makin me drink the damn things cause they couldn't
believe how fast I drank them. Silly people. Late
last night, Chels makes her way over here and
stayed the night. We talked a LOT inside her car,
just clearin stuff up about the past I guess.
We drove around a little bit too, in the pouring
rain. It was mad nice being with her last night.
She left this morning at like 11 something. And
that leads to today. Absolutely nothing I know
of will take place today, besides the fact that
I'm working big time on my site. Speaking of the
site, ALL DOWNLOADS IN MY DOWNLOADS SECTION
ARE NOW BACK UP!! So knock yourselves
out again with the DLs. I have to upload more
stuff, but for now, I'm gonna focus on ripping
the rest of Midnight Club 2's music, since I got
farther into the game. I'll get Big Fat Chad's
2 Cents done soon, although I'm just thinking
about making it a huge Chatterbox in the page
and nothing more...but I don't know if that would
work out as well as I'm hoping it would. Suggestions,
people!!!!!! I would also like help with the layout
for Queens' Finest. I'm thinking of making the
index a character select looking thing, with people's
pictures being in them. And let me point this
out real quick!!! ONLY PEOPLE THAT I KNOW
PERSONALLY AND KNOWN FOR AT LEAST A YEAR
THAT LIVES OR LIVED IN QUEENS WILL GO ON THAT
PAGE!! A lot of people keep complaining
that they wanna be on it, but they're either not
from Queens or I barely even talk to the person.
Just gettin that out of the way. Alrighty, I think
that's enough typing for one session. I leave
you all with one of the hottest pictures I've
ever taken of myself. I can barely be seen, but
I love the shadowy look to it and just how well
it outlines my face and neck.

Posted @ 3:27 PM
3 August 2003 - Chad is fat.
Alrighty,
the mouse situation isn't really fixing itself,
so it's time to make a deal with you people or
as I'd like to call it, GROVEL.
If someone has a spare mouse or is willing to
buy me one, then let me know. I'll get to work
ASAP on the Queens Finest page, cause I actually
wanna complete this site now...funny how I become
real inspired after the fuckin thing breaks, ya
know?? I also need to update the FTP address in
all of my download pages and believe you me...doing
that without a mouse is the most annoying thing
in this world. Speaking of annoying, I spoke to
Munny yesterday and heard about how her birthday
went. It was not a good day for her!! In any case,
one of these days, us people should take her out
or just pitch in a dollar each and get her a bunch
of food from Popeyes or something. Her hungry
ass...In other news, tonight, it'll most likely
be chug-a-lug-lug night. Chris called me a couple
hours ago tellin me that after he comes back home,
he wants to do something tonight...the Paulo called
a lil while after and told me that he wants to
do some shit too, so drinking came up as my suggestion,
since in reality...come on, do we have anything
better to do? I find myself playing Final Fantasy
Tactics like 70% of the day this past week. It's
been a while since I could actually spend that
kind of time on just one game. Xenosaga?? Huh??
I let Chelsea borrow Harvest Moon for PS2...and
she fuckin beat the game already. The game has
multiple endings and she got one of them already
and it WASN'T the bad ending, which is the only
one I've seen. hahaha I have yet to beat a bunch
of games...Xenosaga(of course), Breath of Fire
4, Chrono Cross(US version), Tales of Destiny
2, Suikoden 3...and so on. I've also been playin
lots of Midnight Club 2. I finally beat that fucker
Nikko. He gives you an Impreza lookin car that,
according to the game, is the first "drifter
car" available. I'm gonna continue ripping
the soundtrack soon. I NEED THE FUCKING MOUSE!!!
My pops birthday is comin up in 6 days. I'll probably
buy a bottle of Henny for him or maybe Hypnotiq,
since I recall him sayin he liked that on New
Years. I just realized, I totally forgot to post
up about when I went to Six Flags with PUTA PAPI.
It was corny. Well, it was cool that we chilled
and shit, but it was corny because we only got
to go on 3 rides. We had to leave by 6pm and we
got there at like 12pm. That's homo. We went on
two spinny shits and Batman: The Ride, which is
still my favorite. The lil bastard O-liver was
actin up over there, just over a fuckin cup that
had Superman on it or some shit. When we were
leavin, I was mad aggravated. We got on our bus
to go back home and luckily, this black bitch
that had like 3 kids with her that were REAL FUCKIN
ANNOYING didn't make it to the bus on time, so
we left the bitch stranded in Six Flags with the
kids. hahaha That put a smile on my face and really
helped in making my day feel so much better. Keith
and I took the seats where she was sitting and
sat back and slept. Mad comfy. When I got home,
I passed out on my bad and K.O.ed. I got absolutely
no sleep the night before, since Chels came over
and I went on a ride before I got to Six Flags...only
difference was that I didn't have to wait on line
for this one. hahahaha That's what the fuck I'm
talkin about. I also forgot to mention how I went
to the Mets game with Brian. This was the day
before I went to Six Flags. We went to see them
play the Cincinnati Reds. The Mets were in a long
ass losing streak according to Brian...we go and
they win 3-1. YEAH BABY. The seats were givin
to us by Paulo, who left work just to come down
and give us the tickets 2 hours before the start
of the game. They weren't as good as the tickets
that Honduran got, but it's all good. Aight, seeing
as how it's been QUITE a long time since I put
up a pic of myself, I think today is appropriate
for me to do that. I couldn't decide whether or
not to put the red one or the black and white
one, so I just made a rollover image. Enjoy, bitches.

Posted @ 10:31 PM
1 August 2003 - Happy Birthday, Munnylicious!
Wow,
finally a new update, right?? Ok, if you didn't
know already, my mouse is out of comission, due
to my bird chewin through the damn wire. Seeing
as how I don't have a mouse, it's quite hard to
work on a lot of things I normally fuck around
with, i.e. Dreamweaver (which I'm using right
now), CoolEdit, and Photoshop. In any case, I'm
attempting to work on this thing, since I don't
wanna just be a lazy fuck and not update whatsoever.
Alright, first things first. Happy b-day to Munny.
She turns 19 today, which leaves her one year
until she hits the big 2-0. Everyone wish her
happy birthday in the Hater-Box,
DAMMIT!! She's gonna hang out with Jay today and
according to what she told me, he actually has
money!! However, I quote her..."(10:04:52
AM): but he cant have munny" haha I'll take
her out to eat some Popeye's sometime. Moving
on...last night, we were supposed to all chill
at Honduran's, but because of retarded, homosexual
Smash Bros., those jackasses didn't leave on time
and when they finally left Brian's house to go
to Honduran's, we had to leave. Honduran told
us we had to leave at 2am and it was already 1:45.
The night before, we went to Hondurans and drank.
I drank like 3 berry Special Brews, so I was nice
from that. When I got home, I was walkin into
shit since I didn't bother turning the light on.
I walked into the painting by my room, the chair,
a stool and hit my ankle on the corner of my bed.
=( On Monday, Chelsea came over early, like 1pm.
She spent the day with me over here. She played
mugen, (and actually won 1 hard fight...at least
one round. She beat Sol Badguy and Kazuki, the
fire guy from Samurai Showdown 4!!) we watched
tv, played Streets of Rage 2, and a bunch of other
Genesis games on the PS2. My mom made us dinner
and we just hung out in my room after that. At
10:30, she had to leave. I told her I'd go up
with her if I could...and she was cool with it.
muahaha She drove me up there and we got there
at 1am or so. I had to get in through the window
again...and I wasn't in a jumpy mood whatsoever.
=( It took me a bit to finally get in, but at
least I managed to. More great sex took place
and I fell asleep right afterwards...lmao Fell
into the typical guy category right there. She
woke me up in the morning and told me to get dressed
cause she had to go to work. We left the house
and she took me to her job in Palisade's mall.
I had to wait from 9:45 to 1:30 for her to get
out of work. I was smart, since I brought my mp3
player the night before. I found a bench, sat
down and listened to every single track on that
bitch until it died out. When the battery finally
died, it was already 12:30...time flew by. I called
Honduran after it died and spoke to him for like
an hour while I walked around looking for the
arcade that Chels told me about. The arcades suck.
=( They mainly have car games and gun games. That
mall is hot though. When she finally got out of
work, she showed me around the mall. We walked
around and started debating on what to eat. After
probably 30 minutes of arguing, we decided to
eat Ranch 1. Why the fuck did the honey mustard
taste like it had wasabi?!? We walked around a
lil more and finally left at like 4:45. She had
to go to the doctor (Dr. G. Brown?) at 6:30, so
she drove me back. She dropped me off at a train
station in the Bronx, since there was a lot of
traffic. I didn't mind at all and I found my way
home easily. A train to 42nd then took the E home.
As for today, Chels is supposed to come down and
hang out. The FTP is back in action, but NOT
updated yet. The address has changed once again,
but I don't wanna have to go through updating
all my damn download pages until I get a new mouse
or something. I've also yet to finish ripping
the Midnight Club 2 soundtrack, which can only
be exclusively found here, unless you actually
bought the soundtrack in a store or something.
Stay tuned, fuckers.
Posted
@ 10:48 AM